Here i am again

going to bitch about my life haha.

i do wonder

is it life that is hard by itself

or am i making my own life hard to pass

oh well.

training aint what it used to be

maybe i should be more selfish

its not that i dont want to teach

but it just seems nobody appreciates at all

at the expense of my own skills

i want to train

i want to be good

i want to improve

but i find it so hard

trainings are also devoted to helping and teaching

but i want to train

passing down at tp karate soon

i hope they will never forget that we still have a mission at hand

continue to strengthen ourselves

increase our intake

improve our skills

ultimately win the medals

its still a worry....

SIP is ending soon

end of this month

seems quick at times

simply slow and excruciating at times too

but its ending.

haha

i guess its one of those low times of life

i need a hug!!!!!



A walk in the snow

footprints covered