Lead, Serve, Protect, Nurture

oh yea alas attachment is ending~ haha foodfare over not too long ago my voice is still down too much shouting already then got to know a few promoters too oh my god i feel so damm old all 15-16 years old xiao mei mei Ok the club finally has gotten into place now to see how my planned systems work but i must remind myself no matter how fantastic a system is it will only work when there are willing and passionate people. So far so good looks like all these years in band im finally doing good in other places of my lives shows that training then can be applied anywhere i hope to pass down what i could not in band The Strength to command respect The Knowledge to Lead The Courage to protect I shall see my system unfold itself in the weeks, months to come Im full of hope

Here i am again going to bitch about my life haha. i do wonder is it life that is hard by itself or am i making my own life hard to pass oh well. training aint what it used to be maybe i should be more selfish its not that i dont want to teach but it just seems nobody appreciates at all at the expense of my own skills i want to train i want to be good i want to improve but i find it so hard trainings are also devoted to helping and teaching but i want to train passing down at tp karate soon i hope they will never forget that we still have a mission at hand continue to strengthen ourselves increase our intake improve our skills ultimately win the medals its still a worry.... SIP is ending soon end of this month seems quick at times simply slow and excruciating at times too but its ending. haha i guess its one of those low times of life i need a hug!!!!! A walk in the snow footprints covered