For everything there is a season
,And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born,
and a time to die;
A time to plant,
and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep,
and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn,
and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones,
and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace,
And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek,
and a time to lose;
A time to keep,
and a time to throw away;
A time to tear,
and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence,
and a time to speak;
A time to love,
and a time to hate,
A time for war,
and a time for peace.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

hahahaha, i did smthing crazy today, i go barber cut my hair and guess wat i asked the uncle to shave my hair!!! The uncle was like, "you sure or not?" "i going to cut already!" "confirm ar?" haha, i say okok lar, just go and cut it!! this hairstly sure feels great, the wind blow can feel ar, the water can also feel ar, i tink everyone should go and cut!!! damm shiok!!

Hmmm.....well, smtihng caught my eyes just now, or rather reminded me, and that is the influence that people have over others....well.....some of you out there might think that you are so small, so insignificant to have an impact on others or maybe even influence their minds (even me) and because of that you do things rather insensitively...hmmm..or sometimes you do or say things and unitentionaly affect ppl around you. Thats rather common i must say, but each of us must keep in mind that what words we say or things we do might seemed inconsequential to us, but it might be a whole world to others ya?? I never really believed in that even i knew it exsisted untill just now. So a mesage to others, be mindful of what you say and have a heart to others, you might never know when will someone say a word so powerful that it will affect your puny little lives forever

well, im typing tis at wat....2am in the morning so im abit cranky, wrong spelling might occur so bare with me.....just read ruby 's blog just now and i must say tt its really gd to hear tt she had such emotions overwealming her when she was on stage...hmmm. wat can i say, such feelings are so hard to come by, ppl might even only exprience it once in their lifetime, the last time i had emtions running in my veins was this year(syf 2004) and before tt was wat....pri6(syf 2000) 4 years apart to feel it for 5mins...haha..okok...i woke up at 5 tis mornig, at my breakfast at 6 behind sch and had my last parade today...okok blah blah blah, nothing much really happened untill when i was going home, when i was crossing the road(okok, i was jay-walking) i was talking to my friend who was at the other end of the road, so my head was turned backwards while i stand at the crib at the middle of the road. Just then i wanted to take a step foward to cross the road without seeing whats infront, assuming there was no cars. but it didnt happened, my brain told my legs to move but they didnt, only my head turned, just then, a motor-cycle zoomed past me......if i took that step forward, i would not be sitting here typing this.....man,......i was caught in a state of shocked for a while....i realised i chld have almost gt killed for smthingas simple as taking one step...OMG.....was i not meant to die?? im very sure i wanted to take tt step forward, but for some reason, i didnt...haah...fate i guess....it left me thinking tt life is so fragile, u can end up dying without yourself knowing at all....so..what if i took that step??wld i die??? if i did, wld i be remembered?? how wld i be remembered??? will ppl forget me??? All these tots came rushing to my head at tt instant i dun knoe y...hmmm...points to ponder i guess

Greating ppl , im back again, i just felt tt i shld make my thoughts known since i cant bring myself to say it to the people i tried talking to. Well due to recent events tt happened to some of the ppl around me, i realised how far i am away from the ppl that are around me, hmmm i gt these 2 ppl slipping into depression and i tried talking to them, and then i realised one thing, when i tired to console them, all the big talk and theories of life start blurting out of my mouth....now......it turned out useless and well, i felt fustrated. I realised that im still lacking in one thing, the human factor of me, i cannot relate to ppl.....maybe partly is because of my beliefs. To me tears are but signs of weakness of a human.....human are such weaklings, so prone to emtions......haha, now, ppl might me start cursing me now when they read this, (what the hell, u not human?) well yes i am.....Hmmmm despite me telling them so much things, they still stay down there, guessed theres nthing i can do expect only for themselves. I strongly belive tt everyone is responsible of themselves...haha ppl are cursing me now-----(bloody idiot, talk big only, u think you who, say me weak....stupid guy) well, tts all im saying for today, gt tired typing all these junk....:p alrite....bye..