a year now huh since my last post.... just really needed to talk to someone but it seemed so hard..... i guess pouring here will help feel a lil better why is it that every year's birthday is so hard to pass didnt people say that this day should be your happiest day? but why do i feel so troubled and vexed every such time of the year? its hard to believe ive spent so many years of my adult life alone on my birthdays i see friends and couples do the sweetest things for each other on this very special day and all i got was silence and cold dont i deserve at least a lil bit better? dont i? cant i? dont say that nothing else in the world matter anymore when you have that special someone in your arms id love to feel that especially on this day Gim kai, happy birthday you are 23 now a year older a year poorer and a year basked in painess
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