alrite, much have happened from the time i last updated. Life is rather hectic really. there was the band camp back at spf-pyss and also the tournament last sat. lets start with the camp. i wished i could stay but unfortunately my father did not allow.....zzzzzzzzzso bo bian, i crazily went every morning and return every night. well, if you ask me their progress, i can say that they are doing very well, so is the drum major. finally pulling his act together and about time too!! i guess we will know how well they will peform only on the day itself. the 4 days been quite efficient but the sky hasnt been that kind. the days were killing people. the band suffered quite a number of casualty. hmm.....8 people vomited, 1 with nose bleeding. ive been a little toasty too. now i fit the tall, dark handsome category!! (ok maybe not the handsome part but im almost there......)

and then there was the karate tournament. i dont know if god is trying to make a joke or what but here goes. i got a sliver for my weight category but failed to even go pass the first round of the open category. what a joke. my first 2 matched were rather short cause i knocked out both my opponents. i actually dont have the intention of knocking them out but however they just fall themselves. the final i almost knock him out too. i wacked him untill he vomited but i guess he got quite a strong will. hehe BUT..... blardy hell the open category i want to knock him out but i wack and wack and wack and wack he still dont go down. then i almost got knocked out myself when he gave me a cresent kick to my face reuslting in torn lips. bleah. hurts like hell. our shin clash and clash but he still dont go down. super sian.....zzzzzz

next, i was just thinking how do people determine the depth of our blogs? do we have to dicuss world issues and have deep thoughts to show our depth? or the rattlings of our everyday life is actually enough? i personally do not like blogs that do not show maturity speaking of things like love who love who, miss who miss who or people who fake their maturity. HOWEVER its just personal thooughts and people might think im faking mine. SO SO, it all comes down to personal opinion~

hello, ok today im kinda roasted, admit havent been helping enough in the sun for the band, but it seems things are coming together for me back in the combined band. haha, its been a long while.....zack macework is finally coming together, haha, sure still can improve, and still trying to cope with my super packed holidays, obviously my parents are not happy abt me not spending time at home. thats something i dont understand. i mean, even if i stay at home, i would just play games , but outside i can do more meaningful stuff like helping the band, training karate and catch up with friends. but well, parents being parents, i think they feel like they have control over me if they see me in the house it gives them a sense of "security" haha this i must agree, but again, being their son for so long, i never give them problems about my life at all, just that i spend more time out. the only in the house who does it, what i do always make me the black sheep of the house, when i asked if i could learn piano, my parents gasp as if i asked if i could go kill someone. it sounds ancient to them. karate? to them is tt i have an interest in hurting my family one day. help the sec sch band? seems to them i have too much time to spend and apparently its none of my biz wax anymore. bleh. as much as i say i dont want to care, its just a lie to myself, how can i, after spending 4 wonderful and fruitful year say i dont care?> haha impossible......

lets see.....now its the holidays suppose to be very free, but how come like got so many things squeeze together? class chalet, karate tournement, 2 cousins wedding,(big events cause our family quite close) yup. made a point to train seriously this 2 months and yup i got my endorsement for the NUS invitational, thought must persuade and persude BUT it was done within 5 mins! and how come all the games i though is nice turn out like shit. just buy this game call Knights of the temple, play awhile got very irritated with the autosave system, turn off liao still will appear, arrghghg, waste money. and then there was the combined band practice. doesnt look good at the rate zack is progressing.....i dont know what to do, it seems that he reached a bottleneck, encouragemnt dont work, scoldings wont work, so what now? i know he lacks the blardy self confiddence when he do his stuff but how to instill confidence? he is the DM already, if he needs motivating then its bad news. headache lar......and finally i watch huo yuan jia today. ya finally after so long. bleh. very nice show. the spirit of martial arts. haha good one. practised abit of piano. and played some games, tommorow got training. Gambate to myself. (sounds weird)