alrite hello ppl, got my exams back, failed 4 sub, dun wanna tok abt it..... well chinese O levels is on next monday, hope can compensate for my shitty results by doing well!!!!! Read my boss blog just now and got to knoe more on the word called trust....Man.....heartache for him ar......just hope tt i can do my best so as not to let him down for as others have!!! pledge my alligence to him!!! well i wanna thnx my niang(you know who u r) for putting a smile on my face this few days eh? hahaz alritez just wanna comment on e band prac on sat. well, lots of fun is missing partly because of we sec 4s!!!! also i hope tt zach can do well in his acadamic and leading, cause i gt high hopes of him even if he is a ping yian, i tink he can go very far, futher then most of us and edwin, he kinda dissapoint me a little when he kept toking about HER, tt will always be his weak spot and tt weak spot will also be his killer.

woke up at 11 tis morning feeling damm tired.... enjoyed yesterday but dunno y didnt have tt much of the fun everyone had.... wonder whats wrong wif me eh? well yesterday edwin got choosen as the DM of the band, its not tt i doubt his ability to lead the band, on the contray, i feel tt he will lead the band better than i did but i just have my reservations about him. We rose up together, but he fell before me. theres smthing i dun understand, am i really tt lousy a leader that i had to be trained from the scums of the earth?? or have i been leading a life trying to do all the right things tt if once i do smthing wrong, ppl starts to blame? dunnoe, but i guess theres how tings were? hiazz....cant be bothered anymore, just hope tt edwin will live up to tt expectations since trying to make him since hard. so at the end of the day, i dun tink i wanna tink abt it anymore and do my best it bringing the next miracle of the century!!!!

alrite im back with my 3rd update, was watching last samurai just now.....yea i knoe i have physic exam tommorow but who cares.....haha......well, i got rather inspired and motivated by that show again, man,.......l realised the spirit of the samurai was why i joined karate in the first place, but after awhile guessed i lost it, i tink its time to find it back!!!! the fury in which one execute his moves determines his spirit, of course lazy is another thing, haha. Heres my analysis on fighting spirit in martial arts. A complete attack is executed with the "KIA" (shout) and the move. The release the full potenial of your attack, one must use his KI. only then his spirit is intergrated into his punch ,kick or wadever, therefore releasing its maximum power!!! and so im gonna fail all my papers, dun even knoe wat the hell im writing on tt paper

man....today was a bad day for me.....damm sick man...i hate tt feeling...imagine u have a headache, running nose and flu while doing ur MATHS PAPER!!! kao, its shitty man!! came back home with a headache, after bathing, headed for the bed and slpt.....woke up and den slp again.....wondering how am i gonna pass my chem tomolo man. anywayz bands starts tis sat for the band, wonder if i wld get chased off if i go back huh? see lar, mr poh if u reading tis better tell me if can or not hor? haha, alrite i better get out of here, my headache is coming back...............ouch......ouch......arrrgrgggg

heres my first blog ever, i dont tink i can write everyday but will try though.....guess this is a outlet for people to know me better though......yesterday mr poh told me tt i tok too much lk a leader even when im outside band, therefore my peers in band dun really like me at all..... i guess that cant be helped to me. my ultimate goal is for people to see me as a leader insdie or outside band, everywhere i go.....haha guess all these came as a package for me when i chose this road of iron and steel (heartless and merciless)..... but no worries, now i have someone who appreciates me, unlike those people back in sch.....shant say who, haha......tomorrow's my maths exam yet im here typing this, haha, nvm, never liked maths.....July is the finals, going towards the direction of the mace of honour or better known as the best dum major award.... i have already achevied everything in band, being a drum major, gd playing standards(even though i nv touch the tuba for sm time!!), led the band to a gold, so i guess top drum major is my last acheivement as a student in band!!! own alot to my boss mr kenrick poh..... haha...... alrite end for today, shall write again soon.....