To dream the impossible dream

To fight the unbeatable foe

to bear the unbearable sorrow

To run where the brave dare not go

To right the unrightable wrong

To love pure and chaste from afar

To try when your arms are too weary

To reach the unreachable star.

That is my quest to follow that star

No matter how hopeless

No matter how far

To fight for the right

Without question or pause

To be willing to march into hell for a heavenly cause

And i know if i'll only be true

To this glorious quest

That my heart will lie peaceful and calm

When im laid to my rest

And the world will be better for this

That one man scorned and covered with scars.

inspiried by the mini-series (Band of Brothers)
"We Stand Alone Together"

Other then achieving victories,

the most memorable moments of my leadership life in band was rallying the people,

rallying to encourage them

rallying to face adversity.

That moment where your voice ring out on the field,

where your men stand at attention

where you feel the air around you literally change

Where at that moment many hearts unify to beat as one.

When you feel that,

you know

your voice have brought the diversity of many to become one.

you know

all of us are finally one.

"From this day

to the ending of the world.

We in it shall be remembered.

We the lucky few

We Band Of Brothers.

For he who today sheds his blood with me,

shall be my brother."

so proud of myself

managed to revamp my blog

yay

haha

is cheering someone up a skill?

can anybody teach me?

so i be the best friends of everyone

haha

greedy arent i

but who in the world will curse themselves for having too many good friends

i enjoy meeting new people

dunno why~

but its always fun yes?

something random

i like listening to oldies

but dont call me old

or ill dug ur eyes out with a rusty spoon.


are my emotional injuries self infflicted?

i somehow think so

haha

live fast

stay strong

die easy

cant believe it

2 days ago i was at a friends house playing "21 points"

3 times i got double aces, which meant triple pay!

but each time the banker got 15 points, which gives the banker the right to void the game and restart!

sian...

haha again, its just a game really

on another note

my life has transisited about 90% different since 2004

friends,

life,

activities,

many more,

it aint a bad thing after all

i did want t new life when i started poly

i guess i somewhat almost did it.

the remanants of my old life comes in the shape of people

people you want to forget but just cant bear to.

darn it

haha

on another note

im just so proud of myself for sewing back my own karate gloves

it doesnt look all that nice

but its decent enough

should have let yingpei sew it for me

hear that yingpei!!!

next time ask you to sew for me

haha

chinese new year is getting boring by the year

even the food!

luckily the ang bao izzint

if not ill stop visiting all together

dont run away if you got married

cause ill be knocking on your door to ask for ang bao!

wish me luck

i bought 4D for this saturday



forget the past,

live the present,

take on the future,

with her in my arms, i feel age is catching up on my short 19 years of my life

shes my grand niece

did i say GRAND niece?

yea i meant GRAND niece.

haha

my oh my

life is flashing back to me, i was like her once

how im this big

how time flies!

Pain is in the air

oh~

pain is in the air

haha

i say tt cause im experiencing some pain

when i run recently

i experience sharp pain on my right shin

sharp pain,

its real sharp pain

damm azure for sweeping me during training last wedsday

haha

on a lighter note

i have cookies and brownies courtesy of yingpei and yijia

i so love sweets and confectionary

specially if its handmade

i just have a thing for handmade food

oh

the bronwnies are nice

and the cookies are nicer haha

oh my god

a week of illness has reduced my stamina to crap and shit

was huffing and puffing at training at ngee ann yesterday

went for a run today, the first 3 click was still the same

but thats about it, i was wheezing after that

usually i can go for about 5 click before i run out of gas

darn

need to retrain again

sianzz

oh the other hand

travelling wasnt that bored with the girls accompanying me

the long trip can get really sian

i swear to god

this year hasnt been a good year really

so much confilct with so much people

i always thought its them

maybe its me whos the problem??

god knows

i also do not know why im so concered about others blabbering

i used to throw shit back with no remorse when people throw shit at me

but know i feel like a whimpering monkey whos scared of this and that

damm......

signs of growing up?

or just a case of shrinking guts.

anyway

went to malaysia for karate demostration today

a short trip into JB

fun nonetheless

was talking to some girls at my table during the banquet (they treated us to a banquet!)

haha and it was a good talk

lots of laughing and jabbering. HOWEVER,

worse of all, i forgot to take pictures with em!!!

how bad can the year get!?

@%$^$$#%

oh well

good experience.