Lead, Serve, Protect, Nurture

Today wasn’t a very good day to me. I almost got into a fight……. Those malay bastards was playing cards at me area and I kindly asked them to go to their place to continue playing. Bloody hell, they got the cheek to ask me to shut up and get lost. Man! I kept quiet and hold my temper and asked again. This time they ignore me. Too long have I gave way to them, ever since last year they were making fun of me for any stupid reason. Things that are not suppose to be funny they can make a joke out of it and get everyone to laugh with them. That is something I don’t understand, why do they keep picking on me?....... I gave them their way all this while was reason being I have a reputation to keep for the band as well as my own. But now, hack care!! I’ve stepped down, I’m graduating in 3 weeks time. Then of course I scolded back, those people hurled vulgar languages at me, God Dammit, I speak Hokkien you bloody son of a *****. I think what you people said, most of the time you don’t know the ...

Alrite here I am again typing stuff down which I feel like doing, say, blogging is actually a good way of reliving your stress if you got no one to talk to. Of course, don’t start swearing and cursing at people cause that’s not very nice. Haha. Some people learnt that lesson the hard way ya?? Say just read people’s blog about love this, love that. Haha, somewhat I don’t really feel good when I see it or hear it. I don’t know, maybe feelings are something that I feel is weak, even love or sadness, missing someone, depression, all this I feel are what makes a person weak and vulnerable. Or course with the exception of happy of anger, cause this feelings are somewhat “hot” unlike the subtle feelings felt as said earlier. Every time I watch a touching movie or those charity shows where they make you feel all pitying, I would for some reason turn the channel away to something else. Maybe I dun like to feel that kind of feeling. My short stint of that “incident” during the june holidays we...