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alright, i must say, after blog surfing. i must make a very strong point to people that some blogs are so freaking hard to navigate i seems that the entries are even smaller then some pictures. my god. people pls make it sensible not fanciful. who cares about your layout, people just want the juice and thats the entries. hehe. that asie, i got a double promotion in karate to full brown, one step away from the black. sensei promised me a black but in the end he says slowly first. i agree. wearing black has its pressure. so im gonna enjoy my brownhood~. it feels something like a full fledge bachelor except this is karate. getting black is like getting married. haha. ok next thing. i think i will go back to band now. haha......i did spend 4 fantastic years as a student there. secondary sch was about band to me, not some stupid maths sums or literature crap. haha (but the teachers of those subs are very good to me). well, thinking back, i must have been out of my mind to leave like that. h...
im not a fan of hard rock music, but i saw this lyrics recently, really liked it, felt it was very meaningful, like its my other alter-ego. so here goes-- The flinch in your eye calls your bluff Feel free to die when you've had enough Useless cause is breaking your back Your life will end when you attack Make your move Make your stand Make the win Like you can See the war See me rule See the mirror You'll see a fool To take me out you must fight like a man You've yet to prove that you can You've yet to prove me that you can I see your might and it compares to something That is if something is nothing Time to figure Time to sin Your time is done When you begin Live for suffer Live for revenge Now your life Comes to an end Taste the blood Taste your fate Swallow your pride With your hate Your last breathe your last stance The last of all In your command Knees in the blood with your crying pleas Wade in your sorrow, bathe in your fear Clear the mind from righteousness suff...
this is shit man.......stuck in a near useless project group. Dysfunctional i must say. heres the group analyse as follows S.H----dreams and hald died. during project discussion, when it comes to crap talk, she suddenly become alive B.C---acutually theres nothing much wrong about her, just that, when our grp has any problems she can tell the whole world and me, her group member would be the last to be consulted. it seems some of her friends are taking a pity oh her (god knows what she told them) and have been indirectly attacking me Z---i think the only sane lot, but always distracted. always get left out but that 2 chinese girls. OR MAYBE im just hard to get along with and too demanding. it gotta be either way...... well thats about it, keep posted till then
jealousy breeds uncomfort uncomfort breeeds anger anger breeds hate hate breeds mistakes mistakes breed more mistakes i'm jealous........ feel like hitting something dont know why, maybe im a very possesive person. i just dont like her with him but, its her freedom besides we got nothing to each other. i wanted to watch the fireworks with you...but i canr, he was there first i want to celebrate your birthday with you...but i cant, he was there first i want to be your best friend...but he was there first i want to screw him...but you are there
ok i lost the tournement, got beaten up pretty bad, 2 K.Os, no medals, no pride, no honor. no story. that was sometime ago, didnt post cause of all the hectic project schedules. life is busy with projects and tests. miss the life in secondary school.....yea...do miss the band. but i want my life to be forward looking.......training hard at karate, gonna get my black soon (yes!!! finally). life is fullfilling. did many things =>
ok i lost the tournement, got beaten up pretty bad, 2 K.Os, no medals, no pride, no honor. no story. that was sometime ago, didnt post cause of all the hectic project schedules. life is busy with projects and tests. miss the life in secondary school.....yea...do miss the band. but i want my life to be forward looking.......training hard at karate, gonna get my black soon (yes!!! finally). life is fullfilling. did many things =>