i am so angry at myself

how could i have lost 7-0

i thought that was left in the freakin past

i freakin screwed the selection up.

though i won the 2nd match 4-1

it was not enough to bury my anger.

i freakin no stamina

no good techique to show

maybe im just not good enough for karate.

ever searching for what i can do well

ever searching.

how do i beat terrence

seems that ppl with the name terrence always wins me

darn it

give me the strength so that i can win

the courage so that i can attack

the knowledge so that i can defend