first time in my life im blogging morning 9.30am! haha got nothing to do yet. anyhow yay! xiaoshi lent me her mambo jamobo CD to rip! i always liked oldies. yay! x2 all projects are submitted now left with just 1 presentation the new intake will be coming later haha and im kinad dissapointed with huasheng i want to believe he can step up to the job but its kinda hard to believe im worried after yijia and gang leave no strong ones to take over and we are still at our first year! my god
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TP results for today 3 gold 3 sliver 4 bronze i got 1 gold 1 bronze for myself. hmmmm i didnt thought i performed well today Started off right ended off crap looks like i have to stop relying on my trusty middle punch and start training the useless legs of mine match score as follows 1--6-4 2--6-2 3--2-1 4--lost 5-3 haha so much for dreaming to be good in this field
Life in one circle That means that theres a begining and yea theres the end. when you reach the end, you start a new begining thats a circle no? but what happens if you didnt end before you start a new begining? paradoxical haha i also dunno what the hell im talking about sat is the tournement karate recruitment was just over maybe i should adopt a even softer stance if it was the band, i would have machine gunned them so much mixed feelings dont know how to say
So ive decided to take up the president post in Titans Alumni the place where i grew, learnt and become who i am. i guess my life has finally come in one full circle im back where i once started facing the same problems that were once a upon a time so not winning the sports club election was a blessing in disguise if not i wont even know how to handle i want to be ......... i want to make my life......... i want to achieve.......... i hope...........
Im very happy today just yesterday i was complaining that my life is squeezed into this week and then today on my birthday, my whole life celebrated it for me. had 4 cakes~ lots of presents which i always wanted thanks, elizabeth, xiao shi, mei qin and jorine for the 1st suprise of the day in the lab thanks, kai wen, andrew, samantha, hong tuan, melvin for the next one and the meal thanks, yijia, nick, ying pei and the rest of the karate team for the wonderful belt and the 2 lovely cakes. thanks everyone it is the happiest birthday of my life
i am so angry at myself how could i have lost 7-0 i thought that was left in the freakin past i freakin screwed the selection up. though i won the 2nd match 4-1 it was not enough to bury my anger. i freakin no stamina no good techique to show maybe im just not good enough for karate. ever searching for what i can do well ever searching. how do i beat terrence seems that ppl with the name terrence always wins me darn it give me the strength so that i can win the courage so that i can attack the knowledge so that i can defend
hehe long time no blog well, i did a mascot job during the food expo got abused touched hugged had fun with kids but it was hot and heavy a kangaroo costume. hehe took a pic with a pretty girl~. ah i didnt make the team this time oh well. work harder ya plagued by multiple injuries that wont heal crap. Ran for sports club 173 votes guess im aint that popular huh~ so much to do which i havent get down to yet. ah crap haha
Stupid Blogger. i see nuts. Anyway, 1 gold 1 bronze for IVP Aint that happy. I should have gotten the kata bronze too. Dammit Stupid Knee. National Trial today. I dunno how i did. But i do hope to make the damm team. **fingers Crossed. Very Suay-ly I injured my knee on friday. So i didnt fight my best for sat and sun but still, being injured opened a new kind of fighting for me. Forced to wait and react not my thing but its good tecnique.
well, CCA recruitment just ended. A nightmare for me so im glad its ok. Not easy handling the entire sports section plus your own karate side. Also have to listen to people "sing" in your ear. Not happy at all. I sometimes wonder why am i doing all these. At times like this, it would be nice to have some love around. haha. On the up side, i got to know the captains better. Surely make my work easier in the future. Choosing the next captain. Should i hold on or should i pass on. One step at a time One girl at a glance Determine my future
Another sprint of inspiration from some thoughts~ would you wipe my mouth when i eat, and hold me in your arms like im a kid? Are you willing to do all these, one hundred years from now? Could you lend me your shoulder, when i cry or when i sleep, even when im just feeling lazy. do all these for me ya? one hundred years from now. And Just like in a fairytale, can you sit with me to watch the sunset, Ill hold your hand in the waltz of our life, dancing away forever...... even one hundred years from now forever and ever one hundred years from now.......... Gim kai 2304Hrs
And so Sports Leadership Training Camp 2007 have come into pass, id say this is one of the more interesting camps ive been to. not programme wise, but the nature of the camp itself. i thought it would be nice to be a participant of the camp first before becoming the leader, but looks like i took a jump forward. nonetheless, its interesting to see a camp of would be leaders. observing it makes me realise the saying, "some people are born great, while some have greatness trust upon them". Ill be looking forward to next years SLTC. Oh, i saw this girl in camp too bad didnt have the chance to talk to her. got me tickley inside. oh well, such is fate
wow for the first time on saturday i tried ice skating kinda liked it kinda interested in learning roller blading because of that thought it would be a good skill to pick up. Saturday was fun first outing of us hayashi karate (exculding the old people) haha *nervous laugh we should do it often its good for the team and we can form the hayashi skating team!!!!!! upper upper on the ice~
100th post The Centineial Post After 3 years of blogging i hit the big 100. A post worthy of reflection what ive been doing with my life these years What do i want to do with my life from now. yes...... what do i want to do from now....... Captain, Temasek Karate Prompted to run for president of Sports Club next yr score better for my results...... improve my skills as a fighter.... Do i need all these i ask myself. If you ask me, im least interesred to run for president continue my captaincy. But before i leave TP i would want to see my dream fullfilled. So yes i would run for president continue my captaincy and execute them with vigour. I just hope my dream will reach out to many others who will in turn share these dream with others. Its not a sport Not a hobby Its what i do.
"Fly away" by Corrine May i Like this song very meaningful lyrics. "When will you be home?" she asksas we watch the planes take off We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled As a child, she was my world And now to let me go, I know she bleedsand yet she says to me You can fly so high Keep your gaze upon the sky I'll be prayin every step along the way Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart I love you too much to make you stay Baby fly away Autumn leaves fell into spring time and SIlver-painted hair Daddy called one evening saying "We need you. Please come back"When I saw her laying in her bed Fragile as a child Pale just like an angel taking flightI held her as I cried You can fly so highKeep your gaze upon the skyI'll be prayin every step along the way Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apartI love you too much to make you stayBab...
today something extraordinary happened...... words cannot describe how i feel...... it was a heart stopping moment........ it was....... love at first sight....! my goodness..... i saw my dream.......... dream.......... dream......... BAG!!!!! haha. yea that was nonsense of what i just said. but i did saw a bag i really like. not too small, not too big, alot of compartments just the way i like it durable comfy and its the camel brand, real stuff. for those who dont know, camel produce hard stuff. i wld like to take photo and poste it here but my laziness forbids me so haha i got my adidas full training/overseas bag i got me school/training bag now im gonna get me a pure school bag from carrefour i saw today haha IF i got money
The following is written in inspiration from a long conversation i had last night. it is written also for this person => The Measure of Me written by: me How do others measure me? By the glories of my past? The actions of my present? The plans of my unspoken future? The medals of my game? The degree of my literature? The beauty of my wife? The pedigree of my children? The granduer of my house? The trail of dust my car leave behind? Or is it by the height of my tombstone, where the metals of my game, the paper of my literature, the wrinkles of my wife, the growth of my children the rubbles of my house the scraps of my car comes in naught. I will tell you how i measure me. By the lives ive tried to inspire and change By the days ive lived in happiness By every moment i have not crumbbled to pain and death. Above all By the knowledge that my heart feels love. as much as pain By the seconds i stay alive and well In all the units of measurement of the world This is how i measure myself
i got me a electric mosqito squatter die you blardy mosqitoes die die die. damm, i read about 1/3 of the book in 2 days amazing, but true. it might seem little to story fanatics out there but hey its gim kai we are talking about here he dont blardy read. i just found out 5mins ago you cant keep good chocolate in your mouth, you are suppose to bite em thats when it taste nice. lol. at least thats what i think, do correct me if im wrong