oh yea

alas

attachment is ending~

haha

foodfare over not too long ago

my voice is still down

too much shouting already

then got to know a few promoters too

oh my god i feel so damm old

all 15-16 years old xiao mei mei


Ok

the club finally has gotten into place

now to see how my planned systems work

but i must remind myself

no matter how fantastic a system is

it will only work when there are willing and passionate people.

So far so good

looks like all these years in band

im finally doing good in other places of my lives

shows that training then can be applied anywhere

i hope to pass down what i could not in band


The Strength to command respect

The Knowledge to Lead

The Courage to protect

I shall see my system unfold itself in the weeks, months to come

Im full of hope

Here i am again

going to bitch about my life haha.

i do wonder

is it life that is hard by itself

or am i making my own life hard to pass

oh well.

training aint what it used to be

maybe i should be more selfish

its not that i dont want to teach

but it just seems nobody appreciates at all

at the expense of my own skills

i want to train

i want to be good

i want to improve

but i find it so hard

trainings are also devoted to helping and teaching

but i want to train

passing down at tp karate soon

i hope they will never forget that we still have a mission at hand

continue to strengthen ourselves

increase our intake

improve our skills

ultimately win the medals

its still a worry....

SIP is ending soon

end of this month

seems quick at times

simply slow and excruciating at times too

but its ending.

haha

i guess its one of those low times of life

i need a hug!!!!!



A walk in the snow

footprints covered