So ive decided to take up the president post in Titans Alumni

the place where i grew, learnt and become who i am.

i guess

my life has finally come in one full circle

im back where i once started

facing the same problems that were once a upon a time

so not winning the sports club election was a blessing in disguise

if not

i wont even know how to handle

i want to be .........

i want to make my life.........

i want to achieve..........

i hope...........

Im very happy today

just yesterday i was complaining that my life is squeezed into this week

and then today

on my birthday,

my whole life celebrated it for me.

had 4 cakes~

lots of presents which i always wanted

thanks, elizabeth, xiao shi, mei qin and jorine for the 1st suprise of the day in the lab

thanks, kai wen, andrew, samantha, hong tuan, melvin for the next one and the meal

thanks, yijia, nick, ying pei and the rest of the karate team for the wonderful belt and the 2 lovely cakes.

thanks everyone

it is the happiest birthday of my life

i am so angry at myself

how could i have lost 7-0

i thought that was left in the freakin past

i freakin screwed the selection up.

though i won the 2nd match 4-1

it was not enough to bury my anger.

i freakin no stamina

no good techique to show

maybe im just not good enough for karate.

ever searching for what i can do well

ever searching.

how do i beat terrence

seems that ppl with the name terrence always wins me

darn it

give me the strength so that i can win

the courage so that i can attack

the knowledge so that i can defend