To dream the impossible dream To fight the unbeatable foe to bear the unbearable sorrow To run where the brave dare not go To right the unrightable wrong To love pure and chaste from afar To try when your arms are too weary To reach the unreachable star. That is my quest to follow that star No matter how hopeless No matter how far To fight for the right Without question or pause To be willing to march into hell for a heavenly cause And i know if i'll only be true To this glorious quest That my heart will lie peaceful and calm When im laid to my rest And the world will be better for this That one man scorned and covered with scars.
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inspiried by the mini-series (Band of Brothers) "We Stand Alone Together" Other then achieving victories, the most memorable moments of my leadership life in band was rallying the people, rallying to encourage them rallying to face adversity. That moment where your voice ring out on the field, where your men stand at attention where you feel the air around you literally change Where at that moment many hearts unify to beat as one. When you feel that, you know your voice have brought the diversity of many to become one. you know all of us are finally one. "From this day to the ending of the world. We in it shall be remembered. We the lucky few We Band Of Brothers. For he who today sheds his blood with me, shall be my brother."
so proud of myself managed to revamp my blog yay haha is cheering someone up a skill? can anybody teach me? so i be the best friends of everyone haha greedy arent i but who in the world will curse themselves for having too many good friends i enjoy meeting new people dunno why~ but its always fun yes? something random i like listening to oldies but dont call me old or ill dug ur eyes out with a rusty spoon. are my emotional injuries self infflicted? i somehow think so haha live fast stay strong die easy
cant believe it 2 days ago i was at a friends house playing "21 points" 3 times i got double aces, which meant triple pay! but each time the banker got 15 points, which gives the banker the right to void the game and restart! sian... haha again, its just a game really on another note my life has transisited about 90% different since 2004 friends, life, activities, many more, it aint a bad thing after all i did want t new life when i started poly i guess i somewhat almost did it. the remanants of my old life comes in the shape of people people you want to forget but just cant bear to. darn it haha on another note im just so proud of myself for sewing back my own karate gloves it doesnt look all that nice but its decent enough should have let yingpei sew it for me hear that yingpei!!! next time ask you to sew for me haha chinese new year is getting boring by the year even the food! luckily the ang bao izzint if not ill stop visiting all together dont run away if you got marrie...
Pain is in the air oh~ pain is in the air haha i say tt cause im experiencing some pain when i run recently i experience sharp pain on my right shin sharp pain, its real sharp pain damm azure for sweeping me during training last wedsday haha on a lighter note i have cookies and brownies courtesy of yingpei and yijia i so love sweets and confectionary specially if its handmade i just have a thing for handmade food oh the bronwnies are nice and the cookies are nicer haha
oh my god a week of illness has reduced my stamina to crap and shit was huffing and puffing at training at ngee ann yesterday went for a run today, the first 3 click was still the same but thats about it, i was wheezing after that usually i can go for about 5 click before i run out of gas darn need to retrain again sianzz oh the other hand travelling wasnt that bored with the girls accompanying me the long trip can get really sian
i swear to god this year hasnt been a good year really so much confilct with so much people i always thought its them maybe its me whos the problem?? god knows i also do not know why im so concered about others blabbering i used to throw shit back with no remorse when people throw shit at me but know i feel like a whimpering monkey whos scared of this and that damm...... signs of growing up? or just a case of shrinking guts. anyway went to malaysia for karate demostration today a short trip into JB fun nonetheless was talking to some girls at my table during the banquet (they treated us to a banquet!) haha and it was a good talk lots of laughing and jabbering. HOWEVER, worse of all, i forgot to take pictures with em!!! how bad can the year get!? @%$^$$#% oh well good experience.
what a way to start 2007 got shot up quite badly by a friend for caring too much haha and then i got shot up again at night by someone else over matters i not discuss here that leaves a badly shot up me thats like a equal of 2 heavy machine guns unloading on me haha cant ask for a better new year day can i?
80th post-: "Hell haveth no fury like a woman's Scorn" Jill, Project group mate and friend i finally have a taste a that. And i dont like it. Say all you want on your blog Tell what you want to everyone My concieous is clear I did what i know is right But ill caution you Dont go overboard with what you asy You tread on a thin line between insulting or just a harmless expression of views Dont push your luck Me keeping quiet dont mean i accept what you say Im just trying avoid trouble ....... Unlike you.
cant help but feel a tinge of sadness as the year end draw near every moment. was reading my brudder xq blog just, on his "farewell" entry before he went in haha, cant believe it lar, just last year new year i was at his place playing call of duty 3 to day break now both jy and xq is in the army. feel so alone. doesnt help when im listening to slow sad music now(conicidence) oh i was running today when it rained on me, was at my 3 round, gonna complete 6km dang, didnt finsh the last round dang. christmas is coming, new year is coming dont know how to spend these occassions this year every year i got places to go, people to be with this year is just desolate haha will you be my friend?
Lo and behold, im finally updating!!! haha oh well, the year is finally ending, lar the year has been good to me, achievements and all first time go clubbing in singapore, went to DXO hoping to see some chicks, saw some, just some the alcohol there is crap, so watery prefer the good old beer and theres a tally of 2 slivers and 3 bronze for karate this year inclusive is 2 regional medal, trying for the nationals. hope to go SEA games next year. and also get my driving liciense soon, i should stop procasicinating. of course, i should try to update more often 2 of my bruuders are already going or is in the army, my turn soon. oh yea, i should make it a point to dress better now, tio suan by alot of ppl on the way i dress. Tsk! Thanks jieyuan, Xiao quan, shirleen the whale, Marina, Vanessa, Maha bohdi recording Alumni, Sensei Mike, Springfield-Pingyi Band, titans alumni, seniors and juniors of Hayashi-Ha karate and people who i forgot to mentioned for making my 2006 a good year!!!!!
long time no post, events still happening, just over was the sports club camp lar. make you realise how bitchy a person can get to save her own hide lar. you though you know her after a few years in the same school but she still surprise you with unlimited 2 faced action and superb back-stabbing skills. not to forget lie-in-your face secret technique and lastly how can we forget the save-my-own-skin combo. put it all together you get a b.i.t.c.h yay
long time no post. haha, anyway, i had a talk with my father just now, my grandma was comlaining about my sister which i totally agree about. i wont say what she did here cause its just not right lar.But instead i would wanna say what my father said. after lecturing my sister, he said that people in singapore is changing rapidly. we are becoming more and more like the western world. our culture and values are slowly being diluted in the sea of fast food and western believes. i do agree to it. he says that in the future, family relationships wil llast only 2 generations. the child and the parents, there wont be such thing call grandparents simply because they believe its their parents responsibility not theirs. im a stauch supporter of traditional confucious teachings on family values and i dont wish for that to happen. its like a cousin of mine, my uncle paid so much for him to go overseas to study but he then decide to migrate there and not come back anymore. How heart breaking it can...
alrite!!! heres my entry. started work in suntec for the IMF event. for 2 weeks i didnt have anything to do at all, everyday, play cards, majong, yes majong. ( my collegue brought his mini majong set to work) but well enough fun, work is starting tommorow (monday) formal and all. => my life? jsur came back from a karate tournement and got humilated by the damm taiwan national team......sian.....lost 8-0. my worst fight in my life. i couldnt even touch him man. sian........damm those taiwanese, no wonder china wanna wack them...haha just joking lar no offence to anyone. just me grumbbling. but i must admit they are good. they swept away most of the gold medals. never mind, will work hard now!!!!! i always tell my juniors i waited and lost 5 tournements before winning my first medal. haha dont want to stay dry for another 5 tournements again. that will be so sian man. anyway, i was hoping for buying a PSP on yahoo auction courtesy of vanessa. so anyone with a PSP to boot, drop me a ta...
ok, this blog somehow became a monthly update thingy where so many people update almost every other day. i used to tell myself i didnt have the time to update but now i guess its just plain lazy lazy.*shugs. haha, xq was complaining im not updating my blog enough lar. ppl like him can update almost everyday. dont know how he do it. i was never keen about setting up a blog in te first place lar but i remember it was the year 2004, someone ask me to blog so i can keep people updated and let ppl know how i feel of certain issues in school so i happily started one. sidetrack a little, these few days was quite irritating. some stupid fighter jets and chinhooks and helicopters keep zooming pass my house. very very very irritating lar. 5 just flew past just now and is stil lflying pass -_-....... ah erm..... was reading mh blog just now. was reading her past entries....hmmmm i should just conclude that curosity kills the cat lar, haha. anyway vanessa birthday is coming in a few days time. sh...
wah its been so long since the sailing trip and i wanted to update this blog but unfortunately, i just cant find the discipline to do so. subsequently, more and more and events and things pile up, followed by projects, projects and more projects. terefore, no more update on sailing trip. haha. Projects been hell, finally get abit of time after 2 project submission today *thank god. 2 more project submission on friday fortunately, marketing priciples is 90% done and consumer behavior is 40-50% done. weeks after the sailing trip was good even if there was the projects and the severe lack of sleep. world cup,project, world cup, project, world cup, project. and after the world cup finals, its projects all the way. tonight i shall have a good slp, then tomorow morning go hit the gym. yea. and MH, thanks for everything this few weeks, the mental and moral support. dont have to say anything. even a smile and a simple jia you motivated me. haha, im gonna catch up this year for my results thank...