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wah its been so long since the sailing trip and i wanted to update this blog but unfortunately, i just cant find the discipline to do so. subsequently, more and more and events and things pile up, followed by projects, projects and more projects. terefore, no more update on sailing trip. haha. Projects been hell, finally get abit of time after 2 project submission today *thank god. 2 more project submission on friday fortunately, marketing priciples is 90% done and consumer behavior is 40-50% done. weeks after the sailing trip was good even if there was the projects and the severe lack of sleep. world cup,project, world cup, project, world cup, project. and after the world cup finals, its projects all the way. tonight i shall have a good slp, then tomorow morning go hit the gym. yea. and MH, thanks for everything this few weeks, the mental and moral support. dont have to say anything. even a smile and a simple jia you motivated me. haha, im gonna catch up this year for my results thank...

Im back from a 6 day sailing trip, darker, better, happier(surely much happier, thanks to that person) thinner(hopefully, havent weight myself~) and with a "jermen" slang ya? ill talk about that later so let me take a super deep breath and start talking about this trip. In summary i would call this sailing expedition a combination of OBS and sailing. yup, we've climbed rocks(real high ones) trek through untreked forest (got me some nasty cuts everywhere)and then of course lots of sailing. i mean LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS and did i mention LOTS? its very enriching really, we get to learn navigation and steering the boat and guess what, when its ur watch, the captain dont help. so you can imagine sailing in the mindless ocean without seeing lan or knowing if you are going the right direction except using the GPS system and this compass globe. learnt lots about all these, waves, tide, direction, lots! ok lets cut the chase and go to the story telling day1. crap, raining so we were...

happy birthday to me in 2 days time. this years up coming birthday gives new meaning to me or should i say since my 16th birthday onwards, every year i celebrate my birthday with a new condition to life. ok not excatly celebrate. when i was young, i always look forward to my birthdays. i always wanted to tell the world so i can get attention. yup, i loved attention in the past when i was younger but since my 16th birthday, every year is a big jump, like suddenly i have to grow up alot and i started to dislike people celebrating my birhtday or rather i want to play down my own birthday. every year means more reponsibility, more expectations, lesser time to achieve dreams, closer to dying. i am going to be 18 this year but i felt i did little to achieve anything in my life. i realised i always keep looking for achievements one after another. after one is done, do more things. do more things. and some more things. recently, theres this sailing expedition for NYAA gold. joining the sports ...

Ladys and gentlemen, lo and behold, im gonna be a grand uncle. oh yea, a grand uncle. can also be know as the brother of your grandfather.image that. jsut found out today, my nephew's wife (who is 20 this year ) is expecting a child AND another cousin of the same extended family gave birth (she is my age by the way) so my family is pretty confusing right now. i was tell me auntie (who by the way is that child's great grand aunt) that she would most likely see her great great grand child if this keep up. i appluad my cousins and nephews effort at answering to the nations call of having children. serious now, both families arent well to do and they dont even sum up to gross income of 1500 per month. both guys are still in the army leaving their wives at home. thoughts to keep in mind. dont be an idiot

WORLD’S WORST CYBER GAMES Posted on Sunday, November 27, 2005 Topic: We, The Citizens Now that the World Cyber Games are over, here’s a look at some games they rejected: Grand Theft Auto: Sesame Street King Kong: Plays Ping Pong Need for Speed: Kena Saman Star Wars: Battle to Scrape As Much Money From Stupid Kids as Possible Dance Dance Revolution: Community Club Senior Citizen Line Dancing Resident Evil (HDB edition) FIFA Nonstop ‘Ole Ole Ole Ole’ Singalong 2006 Final Fantasy VII: The Cute SCGS Chick Who Sits Behind Me in the Bus Everyday That I Don’t Have The Guts to Speak To Super Mario Mahjong Multiplayer Session The Sims: Everitt Road Tony Hawk: HDB Void Deck Handicapped Ramp Skate-o-rama Pokemon Casino Poker Battle Barbie: Bulimia in the Bathroom 2005 Extreme NASCAR: Tyre Pumchek on the AYE Pimply Virgin Who Stays In His Room Whole Day Doing Donno What (Special Edition) Tetris: Phua Chu Kang edition

66th entry Its quite weird you know, life is falling unto place for me somewhat. 2nd in the All malaysian karate open, (karate checked) Committee member of titans alumni (band checked) Maha bodhi alumni just got approved (band checked again) A active class (school checked) smart group members...except for one (4 major projects checked). you aks yourself, whats missing from this list. hmmm.....it seems life is damm good. but being the unsatisfied and greedy me, blardy good friends (unchecked)temper control (unchecked for many years) Sometime back 2-3 years ago, i once had a very good friend.....once had....haha, weird izzit it, arent good friends suppose to last? yes?,no? if it didnt last then would you still call him/her a good friend? haha i sound like a damm girl..... for those who keep asking me to update, pls back off, i will update as and when i like

Somewhat forgot i had a blog untill recently then i remembered. well what can i say? how can i compress a month and a half of events into this entry? well i shant. but waht im gonna do is list down the events really 1. SYF outdoor comp (gold) really happy for them happier when i got the gold myself. 2. school reopening. haha when you look forward to seeing pretty gals. its hard to accept when for both years no outstandind ones at all. 3. malaysian tournement- happy with my results got a sliver. a big glory for singapore. beat the malaysians who happen to be top 5 in the world. shall work harder. cause japan is the next stop! bye bye malaysia, ohiyo japan!

alrite, much have happened from the time i last updated. Life is rather hectic really. there was the band camp back at spf-pyss and also the tournament last sat. lets start with the camp. i wished i could stay but unfortunately my father did not allow.....zzzzzzzzzso bo bian, i crazily went every morning and return every night. well, if you ask me their progress, i can say that they are doing very well, so is the drum major. finally pulling his act together and about time too!! i guess we will know how well they will peform only on the day itself. the 4 days been quite efficient but the sky hasnt been that kind. the days were killing people. the band suffered quite a number of casualty. hmm.....8 people vomited, 1 with nose bleeding. ive been a little toasty too. now i fit the tall, dark handsome category!! (ok maybe not the handsome part but im almost there......) and then there was the karate tournament. i dont know if god is trying to make a joke or what but here goes. i got a slive...

hello, ok today im kinda roasted, admit havent been helping enough in the sun for the band, but it seems things are coming together for me back in the combined band. haha, its been a long while.....zack macework is finally coming together, haha, sure still can improve, and still trying to cope with my super packed holidays, obviously my parents are not happy abt me not spending time at home. thats something i dont understand. i mean, even if i stay at home, i would just play games , but outside i can do more meaningful stuff like helping the band, training karate and catch up with friends. but well, parents being parents, i think they feel like they have control over me if they see me in the house it gives them a sense of "security" haha this i must agree, but again, being their son for so long, i never give them problems about my life at all, just that i spend more time out. the only in the house who does it, what i do always make me the black sheep of the house, when i aske...

lets see.....now its the holidays suppose to be very free, but how come like got so many things squeeze together? class chalet, karate tournement, 2 cousins wedding,(big events cause our family quite close) yup. made a point to train seriously this 2 months and yup i got my endorsement for the NUS invitational, thought must persuade and persude BUT it was done within 5 mins! and how come all the games i though is nice turn out like shit. just buy this game call Knights of the temple, play awhile got very irritated with the autosave system, turn off liao still will appear, arrghghg, waste money. and then there was the combined band practice. doesnt look good at the rate zack is progressing.....i dont know what to do, it seems that he reached a bottleneck, encouragemnt dont work, scoldings wont work, so what now? i know he lacks the blardy self confiddence when he do his stuff but how to instill confidence? he is the DM already, if he needs motivating then its bad news. headache lar........

a billion years ago i updated my blog, and now, a billion years after, im here again. was thinking of updating quite a few times but was kinda lazy. yup thats the extend of my laziness. Haha. lots of things happened since i last updatyed. hmmm lets start with the most recent one. Exams over!!! yay!!!!! after todays paper, we went to eat, and me and wei bin (classmate) were like drunk man, haha expecially me, singing hokkien songs at the top of my voice while walking down a long windy path. talk crap sing crap. i sung something about riding on a white horse haha. sen cia pai bae.hahaha. naturally high, never felt like tt for so long maybe cause exam over already. and then i finallt went the 2nd training of the year few days back. god...my body aches like siao. i shall not ke kiang in training anymore. and people, its official. i am addicted to rome total war. blardy good game even during exam period i also play. im mad. oh valentines? nothing much really, had a buffet with my class sing...

come to post obviously got thing happen right. so ya lets start with new year. everyone is growing up except me. the only teen still playing with the kids and im actually having fun!!!! oh my god....something is wrong but i cant deny i like kids. this yr is duller in a way. 2 of my young cousins are getting married one 19 the other 22. haha my aunts and friends were asking when my turn and i say wait after NS then say lar. and then there awas CHINGAY. haha it was fun while it lasted. cant believe after months of regular practice, the event is over just like that. its like as if going to people's association is a must do thing every week then. suddenly i feel an empty feeling in my heart like a chunk of it is missing. and i finally realised why i always keep myself occupied with activities untill im so packed.piano, karate, chingay, projects. when things end, i tend to quickly find a replacement to it cause i hate that empty feeling. kinda like when friends and friends were no longe...

i like this nice jap show, crying out from the center of the earth budden i cant bear to watch. too touching. dont really like tt feeling stuff. but the stroy line is good. anyway, how do we define if one is mature enough? by age quantity? by the measure of ones intelligence? the depth of his words? how? how do you know you are actually matured enough to do the things you think you can do? are you ready to accept whatever outcome of your actions? i believe we can see a growing trend of "little big people" or "xiao da ren" where kids the age of 13-15 start acting like adults. but are they actually who they act? we never know. can someone tell me what is the correct unit of measurement of maturity? Gim kai draws his gladius and charged into the deep unknown

aye was thinking of going to chinatown for a walk before the chinese new year, been a few years since ive been there simply because i hated crowds but i guess this year should be an exception, just really feel like taking a look. should be interesting but i dont think i can get anyone to go with me...haha been playing Rome total war, i realised i can fight wars but cannot govern. would want to get a better computer if i can, a mini-fidge then my room wld already be self substainable!!!!! (except the toliet lar) Chinatown anyone?

ahhh peeps, when was the last time i updated?? long long time ago i guess...decided when i feel like it then i continue my life story. anyways, life have been good, first time failed my mid sem test in poly, statistics, haha maths stuff, something i m never good at and never will be! spent my christmas in a cab on the way home, my new year couunting down at vanessa's house then to XQ hse to kill some german facist. now now, resolutions for 2006? im 18!!!! (gonna be) so i want to get my driving license, so well in school, be a better person, help old people across the road, help small people across the road, help pretty people acorss the road. the list goes on....but again when do we actually stick to our resolutions? at least i never. somewhat things dont go your way ya? and well its another year, and i should reflect upon it => . for one made me realise people change quickly or is it just me who is slower then the others? thoughts thoughts, so many thoughts so lazy to type em d...

ahhh peeps, when was the last time i updated?? long long time ago i guess...decided when i feel like it then i continue my life story. anyways, life have been good, first time failed my mid sem test in poly, statistics, haha maths stuff, something i m never good at and never will be! spent my christmas in a cab on the way home, my new year couunting down at vanessa's house then to XQ hse to kill some german facist. now now, resolutions for 2006? im 18!!!! (gonna be) so i want to get my driving license, so well in school, be a better person, help old people across the road, help small people across the road, help pretty people acorss the road. the list goes on....but again when do we actually stick to our resolutions? at least i never. somewhat things dont go your way ya? and well its another year, and i should reflect upon it => . for one made me realise people change quickly or is it just me who is slower then the others? thoughts thoughts, so many thoughts so lazy to type em d...

in the backgoud music of monoke hime medley i type gimmy's life story part 1..... Prolouge: a tale of glory, defeat, struggle, happiness, anger, action, triller, a little romance (just a little, really!!) it takes us through sci-fic, medeival, contempory times as the protagonist, gimmy explains his life journey from the day where it all happened..... *disclamier: lousy english and un-english like words may be used, please read at your own disrection. it all happened one stormy night......fast forward nine months later in a labour ward......a boy came to earth and his grandfather decided to name him kai, combining with the generation name of gim, his name was Ng Gim Kai, a kid whose life will be made colourful with many expeirences of people he will meet, events he wiil go through and things he will see... His childhood was a strict one, a natural born left hander, his mother would always force him to use his right and to write, but obviously his mother failed cause gim is still rea...

yay, first good news, i got my black belt FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! hahah, after 5 long years i finally got my blacky colour, now must train harder!!! few events for karate coming up. one is malaysia tournement in decemmber, that one not confirm, but will be good exposure. then january also got one but i dunno what. july got AKF (Asian Karate Federation) junior tournement also. training hard hard hard. today one was HELL, youve heard me its HELL. runnings rounds x7, bunnyhop up from level 1 to 2 x7, 60 standard and 30 diamond push ups.. end of part 1 training. part 2 was better with jumping and standard punches, realised my footwork is better afte the madness training. feels lighter. ok got our team jacket and shirt. the shirt is addidas sponsored by our shihan sim but jacket must buy ourselves. look very cool. at least i do (*okok i bhb) ok bye will be back again

alrite im here by DEMAND of a friend who complains i dont update so here i am. yea you know who you are, dont hide! first thing first. a very interesting thing even which happened during the week. i was on my way home from piano lessons and then the bus i was on, bus 8 came. i took it and decided to catch some sleep, was kinda tired. when i open my eyes, i was shocked to see myself not on the route of the bus. after awhile and some confusion, i realised the truth. the blur bus driver when the wrong way.....a funny affair really. ok and then i got sick, down with fever and bad sorethroat. must be all the junk ive been eating this week. haha till then, bye.

lonely.....hey mr lonely.....where is my buddy? not that i know.. lonely......hey mr loney......what is she doing? not that i know.. lonely......hey mr lonely.....what am i thinking? not that i know.. lonely.....hey mr lonely.....what am i feeling? not that i know..