i like this nice jap show, crying out from the center of the earth budden i cant bear to watch. too touching. dont really like tt feeling stuff. but the stroy line is good. anyway, how do we define if one is mature enough? by age quantity? by the measure of ones intelligence? the depth of his words? how? how do you know you are actually matured enough to do the things you think you can do? are you ready to accept whatever outcome of your actions? i believe we can see a growing trend of "little big people" or "xiao da ren" where kids the age of 13-15 start acting like adults. but are they actually who they act? we never know. can someone tell me what is the correct unit of measurement of maturity? Gim kai draws his gladius and charged into the deep unknown
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aye was thinking of going to chinatown for a walk before the chinese new year, been a few years since ive been there simply because i hated crowds but i guess this year should be an exception, just really feel like taking a look. should be interesting but i dont think i can get anyone to go with me...haha been playing Rome total war, i realised i can fight wars but cannot govern. would want to get a better computer if i can, a mini-fidge then my room wld already be self substainable!!!!! (except the toliet lar) Chinatown anyone?
ahhh peeps, when was the last time i updated?? long long time ago i guess...decided when i feel like it then i continue my life story. anyways, life have been good, first time failed my mid sem test in poly, statistics, haha maths stuff, something i m never good at and never will be! spent my christmas in a cab on the way home, my new year couunting down at vanessa's house then to XQ hse to kill some german facist. now now, resolutions for 2006? im 18!!!! (gonna be) so i want to get my driving license, so well in school, be a better person, help old people across the road, help small people across the road, help pretty people acorss the road. the list goes on....but again when do we actually stick to our resolutions? at least i never. somewhat things dont go your way ya? and well its another year, and i should reflect upon it => . for one made me realise people change quickly or is it just me who is slower then the others? thoughts thoughts, so many thoughts so lazy to type em d...
ahhh peeps, when was the last time i updated?? long long time ago i guess...decided when i feel like it then i continue my life story. anyways, life have been good, first time failed my mid sem test in poly, statistics, haha maths stuff, something i m never good at and never will be! spent my christmas in a cab on the way home, my new year couunting down at vanessa's house then to XQ hse to kill some german facist. now now, resolutions for 2006? im 18!!!! (gonna be) so i want to get my driving license, so well in school, be a better person, help old people across the road, help small people across the road, help pretty people acorss the road. the list goes on....but again when do we actually stick to our resolutions? at least i never. somewhat things dont go your way ya? and well its another year, and i should reflect upon it => . for one made me realise people change quickly or is it just me who is slower then the others? thoughts thoughts, so many thoughts so lazy to type em d...
in the backgoud music of monoke hime medley i type gimmy's life story part 1..... Prolouge: a tale of glory, defeat, struggle, happiness, anger, action, triller, a little romance (just a little, really!!) it takes us through sci-fic, medeival, contempory times as the protagonist, gimmy explains his life journey from the day where it all happened..... *disclamier: lousy english and un-english like words may be used, please read at your own disrection. it all happened one stormy night......fast forward nine months later in a labour ward......a boy came to earth and his grandfather decided to name him kai, combining with the generation name of gim, his name was Ng Gim Kai, a kid whose life will be made colourful with many expeirences of people he will meet, events he wiil go through and things he will see... His childhood was a strict one, a natural born left hander, his mother would always force him to use his right and to write, but obviously his mother failed cause gim is still rea...
yay, first good news, i got my black belt FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! hahah, after 5 long years i finally got my blacky colour, now must train harder!!! few events for karate coming up. one is malaysia tournement in decemmber, that one not confirm, but will be good exposure. then january also got one but i dunno what. july got AKF (Asian Karate Federation) junior tournement also. training hard hard hard. today one was HELL, youve heard me its HELL. runnings rounds x7, bunnyhop up from level 1 to 2 x7, 60 standard and 30 diamond push ups.. end of part 1 training. part 2 was better with jumping and standard punches, realised my footwork is better afte the madness training. feels lighter. ok got our team jacket and shirt. the shirt is addidas sponsored by our shihan sim but jacket must buy ourselves. look very cool. at least i do (*okok i bhb) ok bye will be back again
alrite im here by DEMAND of a friend who complains i dont update so here i am. yea you know who you are, dont hide! first thing first. a very interesting thing even which happened during the week. i was on my way home from piano lessons and then the bus i was on, bus 8 came. i took it and decided to catch some sleep, was kinda tired. when i open my eyes, i was shocked to see myself not on the route of the bus. after awhile and some confusion, i realised the truth. the blur bus driver when the wrong way.....a funny affair really. ok and then i got sick, down with fever and bad sorethroat. must be all the junk ive been eating this week. haha till then, bye.
Brothers this entry is a very special one cause firstly its my 50th entry till date and 2nd is about an event of life i never will forget. well first and foremost, let me apologise for not updating, just didnt know what to say, but hey, im here today. sometime back we had a concert for the launch of Odyssey, the CD of MBS recording. Hey it was really a special event man....playing that few songs seem so special. But this concert made me realised how much fun it was and have been for us (the seniors) being in mbs band. It a very special place for me. after all, all my achivements in band, from the DM post to the gold in outdoor and linked back to my time in maha bodhi band. Then band taught me many things without me knowinng and inscribed many skills and memories which can never be forgotten. Yes it is a primary school band but this primary school band is one hell of a band for me! after the concert, we have some food, and thats when we got our CD. we got the signatures of conductors wh...
Ous~ tournaments over, got me 2 medals!!! 1 bronze from individual event and 1 gold from team event. Of course the team event was the highlight of my day. It was intense and thrilling as we cheered each other on, haha. The finals was the most intense. We were up against the NUS team. Our taicho (captain) said that they are good in studying only what, no need to be scared. Haha true. Our first fighter lost his match, the second fighter won. So the pressure was on me, the third match~~~ hahaah so stress. The captain told me to draw the match and we would win the gold. The NUS team sent out a mad man, so our teams mad man (me) was sent to fight him. Haha, result? A mad match. Wah lao, this ang moh is really mad. Barely hang on to dear little life. So end up with lots of blood and gore. I got a bleeding nose he got a bleeding mouth. Haha. But yea, I managed to draw the match and we won the event~~~ haha Gim kai’s body update 1 black eye (hurts a lot when I move my eyeball) 2 bruised shin...
hee-hahhhhhhhh, this week has been a ride of me man, starting from monday, i start work in my fathers company, monday, tuesday i went to service the sales line in woodlands, jurong thoses north area with a sales guy, man it was great, the rush, the adrealine. get to meet all kinds of people man, talk to lots of them. haha. took orders, delivered goods. then wednesday on, went to the KL branch by taking a blardy 4 hour bus trip up.actually take flight, but last minute to booking. one thing ive learned in KL is that one must be real patience. hahaahah the traffic jams are hours long, the distacen is super long, then thursday went with a sales guy to service some KL line. hhaha,i was damm lucky, we serviced port dickson that area. got to see the resorts, beach and stuff, real beautiful, services the HUGE supermarket, and HUGE petrol stations (petronas) when i say huge, i mean huge. it takes AT LEAST an r to travel from one place to another, i repeat at least. hahaahah too much to say~~...
marina......marina......a very good friend but you've changed so rapidly untill i cannot keep up. today you laugh and smiile, tommorow you give me a cold long attitude. haha, irony, should i leave the gap as it is or make an effort to close the gap. nevermind then, see how things go. anyway heres a poem called "suffering" something i want to say to my opponents haha (if i have tt enough time in the karate match. by the time i say fininsh i might be hammered into pulp) You got nothing and nothing's got you I can see your fear it surrounds you Built with strife and insight but it's not enough I'll defeat and discreet your every move Instinctual, just take your life One step one breath you're under my knife Killing slow is the way I conquer It's time for torture test can't wait no longer With your first step you will burn Can't control your hate you've learned Killing slow is the way I conquer Until you know the meaning of suffer Step twice yo...
im back, a karate tournement is coming again this time on october the 1st, a saturday, i think im taking part in 3 events, team kumite, open kumite and kata. maybe the kata cannot join, cause its only open to ITE people. been practicing my katas, 5 katas actually, supposed to remember 10....hehe opps. training hard again, hope i win something. training on friday was good, had row fighting, (where 1 of us fight all the other fighters one by one) 16 of them...haha....did a double shin clash, it kinda hurts but still better then the pulled muscle last month! oh yea, going back to the band on monday. might feel out of place, dunno what to say or do actually...haha.....cant wait....
alright, i must say, after blog surfing. i must make a very strong point to people that some blogs are so freaking hard to navigate i seems that the entries are even smaller then some pictures. my god. people pls make it sensible not fanciful. who cares about your layout, people just want the juice and thats the entries. hehe. that asie, i got a double promotion in karate to full brown, one step away from the black. sensei promised me a black but in the end he says slowly first. i agree. wearing black has its pressure. so im gonna enjoy my brownhood~. it feels something like a full fledge bachelor except this is karate. getting black is like getting married. haha. ok next thing. i think i will go back to band now. haha......i did spend 4 fantastic years as a student there. secondary sch was about band to me, not some stupid maths sums or literature crap. haha (but the teachers of those subs are very good to me). well, thinking back, i must have been out of my mind to leave like that. h...
im not a fan of hard rock music, but i saw this lyrics recently, really liked it, felt it was very meaningful, like its my other alter-ego. so here goes-- The flinch in your eye calls your bluff Feel free to die when you've had enough Useless cause is breaking your back Your life will end when you attack Make your move Make your stand Make the win Like you can See the war See me rule See the mirror You'll see a fool To take me out you must fight like a man You've yet to prove that you can You've yet to prove me that you can I see your might and it compares to something That is if something is nothing Time to figure Time to sin Your time is done When you begin Live for suffer Live for revenge Now your life Comes to an end Taste the blood Taste your fate Swallow your pride With your hate Your last breathe your last stance The last of all In your command Knees in the blood with your crying pleas Wade in your sorrow, bathe in your fear Clear the mind from righteousness suff...
this is shit man.......stuck in a near useless project group. Dysfunctional i must say. heres the group analyse as follows S.H----dreams and hald died. during project discussion, when it comes to crap talk, she suddenly become alive B.C---acutually theres nothing much wrong about her, just that, when our grp has any problems she can tell the whole world and me, her group member would be the last to be consulted. it seems some of her friends are taking a pity oh her (god knows what she told them) and have been indirectly attacking me Z---i think the only sane lot, but always distracted. always get left out but that 2 chinese girls. OR MAYBE im just hard to get along with and too demanding. it gotta be either way...... well thats about it, keep posted till then
jealousy breeds uncomfort uncomfort breeeds anger anger breeds hate hate breeds mistakes mistakes breed more mistakes i'm jealous........ feel like hitting something dont know why, maybe im a very possesive person. i just dont like her with him but, its her freedom besides we got nothing to each other. i wanted to watch the fireworks with you...but i canr, he was there first i want to celebrate your birthday with you...but i cant, he was there first i want to be your best friend...but he was there first i want to screw him...but you are there
ok i lost the tournement, got beaten up pretty bad, 2 K.Os, no medals, no pride, no honor. no story. that was sometime ago, didnt post cause of all the hectic project schedules. life is busy with projects and tests. miss the life in secondary school.....yea...do miss the band. but i want my life to be forward looking.......training hard at karate, gonna get my black soon (yes!!! finally). life is fullfilling. did many things =>