6 weeks passed out at sea

you know its so interesting

everytime u think you've seen enough of this world

you believed you becom worldly enough

wise enough

street smart enough to handle the world

but its all wrong

going out

6 weeks

you see more things

it makes you feel like the things you know the sight you hear

are so insignificantly little

places continue to amaze me

continue to make friends from all over the world

say

9 months passed in training

most of my batch boys are commissioned already

leaving the few of us with 3 more months to go

in the Advanced Naval Term.

so lets hope this 3 months is a good one

and stop failing ROR tests

next on, you start thinking about the choices you made

if its the right one you know, signing on

untill now i havent received a single positive comment about this decision

although it is quite disheartening to hear them

especially from friends you thought know you very well

they make it sound like a wrong decision

well

i still believed in it

at least i must at least believe in what i decide on

take responsibility for it

I think being a Naval Officer is a respected job

you cannot compare it to the private sector

you cannot say that a Manager is a better job as compare to a Regular Officer

thats what i think