Lead, Serve, Protect, Nurture

a billion years ago i updated my blog, and now, a billion years after, im here again. was thinking of updating quite a few times but was kinda lazy. yup thats the extend of my laziness. Haha. lots of things happened since i last updatyed. hmmm lets start with the most recent one. Exams over!!! yay!!!!! after todays paper, we went to eat, and me and wei bin (classmate) were like drunk man, haha expecially me, singing hokkien songs at the top of my voice while walking down a long windy path. talk crap sing crap. i sung something about riding on a white horse haha. sen cia pai bae.hahaha. naturally high, never felt like tt for so long maybe cause exam over already. and then i finallt went the 2nd training of the year few days back. god...my body aches like siao. i shall not ke kiang in training anymore. and people, its official. i am addicted to rome total war. blardy good game even during exam period i also play. im mad. oh valentines? nothing much really, had a buffet with my class sing...

come to post obviously got thing happen right. so ya lets start with new year. everyone is growing up except me. the only teen still playing with the kids and im actually having fun!!!! oh my god....something is wrong but i cant deny i like kids. this yr is duller in a way. 2 of my young cousins are getting married one 19 the other 22. haha my aunts and friends were asking when my turn and i say wait after NS then say lar. and then there awas CHINGAY. haha it was fun while it lasted. cant believe after months of regular practice, the event is over just like that. its like as if going to people's association is a must do thing every week then. suddenly i feel an empty feeling in my heart like a chunk of it is missing. and i finally realised why i always keep myself occupied with activities untill im so packed.piano, karate, chingay, projects. when things end, i tend to quickly find a replacement to it cause i hate that empty feeling. kinda like when friends and friends were no longe...