Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Greating ppl , im back again, i just felt tt i shld make my thoughts known since i cant bring myself to say it to the people i tried talking to. Well due to recent events tt happened to some of the ppl around me, i realised how far i am away from the ppl that are around me, hmmm i gt these 2 ppl slipping into depression and i tried talking to them, and then i realised one thing, when i tired to console them, all the big talk and theories of life start blurting out of my mouth....now......it turned out useless and well, i felt fustrated. I realised that im still lacking in one thing, the human factor of me, i cannot relate to ppl.....maybe partly is because of my beliefs. To me tears are but signs of weakness of a human.....human are such weaklings, so prone to emtions......haha, now, ppl might me start cursing me now when they read this, (what the hell, u not human?) well yes i am.....Hmmmm despite me telling them so much things, they still stay down there, guessed theres nthing i can do expect only for themselves. I strongly belive tt everyone is responsible of themselves...haha ppl are cursing me now-----(bloody idiot, talk big only, u think you who, say me weak....stupid guy) well, tts all im saying for today, gt tired typing all these junk....:p alrite....bye..

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