Greating ppl , im back again, i just felt tt i shld make my thoughts known since i cant bring myself to say it to the people i tried talking to. Well due to recent events tt happened to some of the ppl around me, i realised how far i am away from the ppl that are around me, hmmm i gt these 2 ppl slipping into depression and i tried talking to them, and then i realised one thing, when i tired to console them, all the big talk and theories of life start blurting out of my mouth....now......it turned out useless and well, i felt fustrated. I realised that im still lacking in one thing, the human factor of me, i cannot relate to ppl.....maybe partly is because of my beliefs. To me tears are but signs of weakness of a human.....human are such weaklings, so prone to emtions......haha, now, ppl might me start cursing me now when they read this, (what the hell, u not human?) well yes i am.....Hmmmm despite me telling them so much things, they still stay down there, guessed theres nthing i can do expect only for themselves. I strongly belive tt everyone is responsible of themselves...haha ppl are cursing me now-----(bloody idiot, talk big only, u think you who, say me weak....stupid guy) well, tts all im saying for today, gt tired typing all these junk....:p alrite....bye..
the year is 2025 i am 37 years young, somehow managed to remember this place and its existence once upon a time in 2004 a young boy started this journey in an attempt to consolidate his thoughts and record them. this boy is now a father, a business owner (assumed to be anyway) and wearing so many other hats that he once could not even imagine he would wear one day. the last post was 2015, about 10 years ago, he should really make it a habit to write more often, given the fact that life is no longer moving in a linear direction. Perhaps writing it out can bring some form of guidance and compass to the otherwise sea of life. to you who read this, say hi ok? you will always have my love
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