woke up at 11 tis morning feeling damm tired.... enjoyed yesterday but dunno y didnt have tt much of the fun everyone had.... wonder whats wrong wif me eh? well yesterday edwin got choosen as the DM of the band, its not tt i doubt his ability to lead the band, on the contray, i feel tt he will lead the band better than i did but i just have my reservations about him. We rose up together, but he fell before me. theres smthing i dun understand, am i really tt lousy a leader that i had to be trained from the scums of the earth?? or have i been leading a life trying to do all the right things tt if once i do smthing wrong, ppl starts to blame? dunnoe, but i guess theres how tings were? hiazz....cant be bothered anymore, just hope tt edwin will live up to tt expectations since trying to make him since hard. so at the end of the day, i dun tink i wanna tink abt it anymore and do my best it bringing the next miracle of the century!!!!
jealousy breeds uncomfort uncomfort breeeds anger anger breeds hate hate breeds mistakes mistakes breed more mistakes i'm jealous........ feel like hitting something dont know why, maybe im a very possesive person. i just dont like her with him but, its her freedom besides we got nothing to each other. i wanted to watch the fireworks with you...but i canr, he was there first i want to celebrate your birthday with you...but i cant, he was there first i want to be your best friend...but he was there first i want to screw him...but you are there
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