heres my first blog ever, i dont tink i can write everyday but will try though.....guess this is a outlet for people to know me better though......yesterday mr poh told me tt i tok too much lk a leader even when im outside band, therefore my peers in band dun really like me at all..... i guess that cant be helped to me. my ultimate goal is for people to see me as a leader insdie or outside band, everywhere i go.....haha guess all these came as a package for me when i chose this road of iron and steel (heartless and merciless)..... but no worries, now i have someone who appreciates me, unlike those people back in sch.....shant say who, haha......tomorrow's my maths exam yet im here typing this, haha, nvm, never liked maths.....July is the finals, going towards the direction of the mace of honour or better known as the best dum major award.... i have already achevied everything in band, being a drum major, gd playing standards(even though i nv touch the tuba for sm time!!), led the band to a gold, so i guess top drum major is my last acheivement as a student in band!!! own alot to my boss mr kenrick poh..... haha...... alrite end for today, shall write again soon.....
jealousy breeds uncomfort uncomfort breeeds anger anger breeds hate hate breeds mistakes mistakes breed more mistakes i'm jealous........ feel like hitting something dont know why, maybe im a very possesive person. i just dont like her with him but, its her freedom besides we got nothing to each other. i wanted to watch the fireworks with you...but i canr, he was there first i want to celebrate your birthday with you...but i cant, he was there first i want to be your best friend...but he was there first i want to screw him...but you are there