i swear to god

this year hasnt been a good year really

so much confilct with so much people

i always thought its them

maybe its me whos the problem??

god knows

i also do not know why im so concered about others blabbering

i used to throw shit back with no remorse when people throw shit at me

but know i feel like a whimpering monkey whos scared of this and that

damm......

signs of growing up?

or just a case of shrinking guts.

anyway

went to malaysia for karate demostration today

a short trip into JB

fun nonetheless

was talking to some girls at my table during the banquet (they treated us to a banquet!)

haha and it was a good talk

lots of laughing and jabbering. HOWEVER,

worse of all, i forgot to take pictures with em!!!

how bad can the year get!?

@%$^$$#%

oh well

good experience.