cant help but feel a tinge of sadness as the year end draw near every moment.

was reading my brudder xq blog just, on his "farewell" entry before he went in

haha, cant believe it lar, just last year new year

i was at his place playing call of duty 3 to day break

now both jy and xq is in the army.

feel so alone. doesnt help when im listening to slow sad music now(conicidence)

oh

i was running today when it rained on me, was at my 3 round, gonna complete 6km

dang,

didnt finsh the last round

dang.

christmas is coming, new year is coming

dont know how to spend these occassions this year

every year i got places to go, people to be with

this year is just desolate

haha

will you be my friend?