hello, ok today im kinda roasted, admit havent been helping enough in the sun for the band, but it seems things are coming together for me back in the combined band. haha, its been a long while.....zack macework is finally coming together, haha, sure still can improve, and still trying to cope with my super packed holidays, obviously my parents are not happy abt me not spending time at home. thats something i dont understand. i mean, even if i stay at home, i would just play games , but outside i can do more meaningful stuff like helping the band, training karate and catch up with friends. but well, parents being parents, i think they feel like they have control over me if they see me in the house it gives them a sense of "security" haha this i must agree, but again, being their son for so long, i never give them problems about my life at all, just that i spend more time out. the only in the house who does it, what i do always make me the black sheep of the house, when i asked if i could learn piano, my parents gasp as if i asked if i could go kill someone. it sounds ancient to them. karate? to them is tt i have an interest in hurting my family one day. help the sec sch band? seems to them i have too much time to spend and apparently its none of my biz wax anymore. bleh. as much as i say i dont want to care, its just a lie to myself, how can i, after spending 4 wonderful and fruitful year say i dont care?> haha impossible......