alright, i must say, after blog surfing. i must make a very strong point to people that some blogs are so freaking hard to navigate i seems that the entries are even smaller then some pictures. my god. people pls make it sensible not fanciful. who cares about your layout, people just want the juice and thats the entries. hehe. that asie, i got a double promotion in karate to full brown, one step away from the black. sensei promised me a black but in the end he says slowly first. i agree. wearing black has its pressure. so im gonna enjoy my brownhood~. it feels something like a full fledge bachelor except this is karate. getting black is like getting married. haha. ok next thing. i think i will go back to band now. haha......i did spend 4 fantastic years as a student there. secondary sch was about band to me, not some stupid maths sums or literature crap. haha (but the teachers of those subs are very good to me). well, thinking back, i must have been out of my mind to leave like that. haha, the egoist bastard? well band is about the members, not just one man. he is a great man. but i must say, 6 months away sure changed my perception. i feel that poh must have at least this length of break. like even the break is still part of the leader training. it allows you to feel more at peace. let you ponder on things you never thought u would think before. the 6 leaders crede was modelled after my leadship life story in band. Lead, Serve, Protect, Nuture, Guidiance, Direction. 6 stong words. In the 6 months i came out with 2 more.

Hope----in the midst of this strong organiation, i just feel that hope is missing. i would like to put that people who dont agree to the leaders are "lost people" maybe the light from hope can bring them back. In the darkest hour of the band, hope pulled us through. but in the brightest moments, we forgot about hope. This is a value we must instill in the younger members where they will hope to strive for even more improvment. beyond this light, they will see another light above

Belief--- hope is just a mere dream without belief. these are simple words. but many stood by these simple but powerful words in their darkest hour. but at the top, these are forgotten. there is a struggle above every struggle. more improvements after improvements. never ending self-promtions. to do this, we must never be content with now. but be better then every future