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Whats up Blog, 10 years now since i began writing here, the post just got lesser and lesser in the last 5 years to the point where i totally skipped 2014? Well, life's been the usual, the ups, the downs and the flat-lines where one struggle within the confines of life's challenges. 2.5 years since i left the navy, 2.5 years into the business funny how people always learn through the hard way. countless challenges, arguments, family strain and of course the reality of how important money is. i will make it a point to speak to you at least once a month from now on, i do intend to keep till untill they decide to close down blogspot (if they ever decide to) I seemed like yesterday everyone was still the bumbling school children. Today some of them are married, parents to their children. Successful in life, some not so successful. some totally disappeared from the face of the earth. i think i was one of em? lol one thing for sure though, im drinking alot less now (explai...

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Hello my blog, my longest friend. its been so long since i last visited you. Im sorry that i did not update you about what has happened all these while. The last post was 2011, i did not realize i skipped the entire of 2012 without a single post. Dear blog, you have been with me for as long as i can remember. a memory of all my life's battles. a testament to the growth of all these years. 2012 was one of my most trying year. i finally managed to pass my bridge watch keeping competency and is now officially an appointment holder, a Navigating Officer. A goal that almost felt so impossible, so diminished 4 years ago. So many major exercises, so many assessments. i almost couldn't breathe. The first few months were more ridiculous having to sail 2 teams due to lack of manpower The learning curve wasn't exactly a curve, it was more like a steep sloop that runs straight up.  Makes me realize, the reason we are put through all these hardship is so that we can defend those we ...

a year now huh since my last post.... just really needed to talk to someone but it seemed so hard..... i guess pouring here will help feel a lil better why is it that every year's birthday is so hard to pass didnt people say that this day should be your happiest day? but why do i feel so troubled and vexed every such time of the year? its hard to believe ive spent so many years of my adult life alone on my birthdays i see friends and couples do the sweetest things for each other on this very special day and all i got was silence and cold dont i deserve at least a lil bit better? dont i? cant i? dont say that nothing else in the world matter anymore when you have that special someone in your arms id love to feel that especially on this day Gim kai, happy birthday you are 23 now a year older a year poorer and a year basked in painess

this blog ladies abd gentlemen is 6 years in the making, u can possibily imagine from the time i was 16 to today. u can consider it the best time of my lives. i was reading ruby's old blog which i chanced upon (i didnt go to work because of my sore eyes) her blog dated for 2 years 04 to end of 05 and it interesting to read how was her point of view when the things we go through intersect. i didnt know i used to be such a superstar in sec sch! haha she called me the event of the year! now nice! i miss all the old times, i miss everyone. ruby ya included although u can be so perverted at times i had to strangle you. now that im in the navy its still worthwhile. just completed NDP parade as en Ensign (flag bearer). its a wonderful experience! i miss the trainings and the enckis and of course all those cute helpers and volunteers. ive completed what u call the grandslam of parades. From CDF change of command to SAF day and then finally NDP 2010. anyway this entry is dedicated to the p...

Heya anyone missed me??? im a loser at relationshipppp that true i suck how??? helpless i needa sort out my own life stop hurting people and myself

To dream the impossible dream To fight the unbeatable foe to bear the unbearable sorrow To run where the brave dare not go To right the unrightable wrong To love pure and chaste from afar To try when your arms are too weary To reach the unreachable star. That is my quest to follow that star No matter how hopeless No matter how far To fight for the right Without question or pause To be willing to march into hell for a heavenly cause And i know if i'll only be true To this glorious quest That my heart will lie peaceful and calm When im laid to my rest And the world will be better for this That one man scorned and covered with scars.

我只想唱这一首老情歌, 让回忆拥满心头. 当时光飞逝, 已不知秋冬, 这是我唯一的线索. 人说情歌总是老的好, 走遍天涯海角忘不了. 我说情人却是老的好, 曾经苍海桑田分不了. 我只想唱这一首老情歌, 愿歌声飞到你左右. 虽然你不能和我长相守, 但求你永远在心中. 我只想唱这一首老情歌, 让往事回汤在四周. 啊,事到如今已无所可求, 这是我仅有的寄托. 人说情歌总是老的好 , 走遍天涯海角忘不了. 我说情人却是老的好 , 曾经苍海桑田分不了. 人说情歌总是老的好, 走遍天涯海角忘不了. 我说情人却是老的好, 曾经苍海桑田分不了. 我只想唱这一首老情歌, 愿歌声飞到你左右. 虽然你不能和我长相守, 但求你永远在心中. 虽然你不能和我长相守, 但求你永远在心中.

6 weeks passed out at sea you know its so interesting everytime u think you've seen enough of this world you believed you becom worldly enough wise enough street smart enough to handle the world but its all wrong going out 6 weeks you see more things it makes you feel like the things you know the sight you hear are so insignificantly little places continue to amaze me continue to make friends from all over the world say 9 months passed in training most of my batch boys are commissioned already leaving the few of us with 3 more months to go in the Advanced Naval Term. so lets hope this 3 months is a good one and stop failing ROR tests next on, you start thinking about the choices you made if its the right one you know, signing on untill now i havent received a single positive comment about this decision although it is quite disheartening to hear them especially from friends you thought know you very well they make it sound like a wrong decision well i still believed in it at least i...

The most romantic lyrics ive heard to date of my life here to share Colin Raye-Love me I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923 Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so. We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together Get married in the first town we came to and live forever But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead I found this letter, and this is what it said : "If you get there before I do Don't give up on me I'll meet you when my chores are through I don't know how long I'll be But I'm not gonna let you down Darling wait and see And between now and then Til I see you again I'll be loving you Love, Me." I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray I know I've never seen him cry in...

Since a left hander uses his right brain while a right hander uses his left brain the only people in their right minds are leftys! hail all leftys!

1. You are posted to OCS (ARMY WING) . 2. Your vocation is OFFICER CADET (CBT) . 3. Your are to report to: SAFTI Military Institute, Warrior's Hall . Reporting Date/Time: 22/12/2008 at 0700 to 0800 hrs. Person to report to: AMPO Contact Number: 67997200/342/654 You are required to report in s...

im like the poorest shit on earth money where are you

why did you appear again and start screwing my life all over again it hasnt been easy

Eeeee yaaaaaa ohhhhh yaaaaaa infantry ya! god knows which company im going to ah! got no time to say good bye ah! but got time to finally book in ah! Eeeee yaaaaaa ohhhhh yaaaaaa infantry ya! god knows which company im going to ah! got no time to find girlfriend ah but got time for gaying in the camp ah!

Pesta Sukan once again i fall short of my target for national the gold eluded me once again ended up with a useless bronze going to left right left in a few days time im kinda excited~

i am back from AKF in short for Asian Karate Federation Championship I suppose i did not too bad even though i should have gotten a medal back really heres how it goes India 0-8 Spore Saudi Arabia 2-3 Spore Semi-final Korea 6-5 Spore Bronze medal place Taiwan 8-0 Spore There u have it, i was trashed by taiwan. But superb experience, never thought i could beat saudi Life as it is, too bad im entering the army no more tourneys for a year =>

4 am in the morning, wake awake, somewhere is still hurting

If only theres a rainbow everyday

Lo Lo Lo and behold ive finally broken my 25min mark on the reservoir time for today was 24.03min broke in by a minute! seems so distant when i was just trying to complete a round next mark is 23 minute before the army 5 pull ups need to do at least 8 before i go in! 1 more week to AKF 1 more month to Army!