Lead, Serve, Protect, Nurture

So ive decided to take up the president post in Titans Alumni the place where i grew, learnt and become who i am. i guess my life has finally come in one full circle im back where i once started facing the same problems that were once a upon a time so not winning the sports club election was a blessing in disguise if not i wont even know how to handle i want to be ......... i want to make my life......... i want to achieve.......... i hope...........

Im very happy today just yesterday i was complaining that my life is squeezed into this week and then today on my birthday, my whole life celebrated it for me. had 4 cakes~ lots of presents which i always wanted thanks, elizabeth, xiao shi, mei qin and jorine for the 1st suprise of the day in the lab thanks, kai wen, andrew, samantha, hong tuan, melvin for the next one and the meal thanks, yijia, nick, ying pei and the rest of the karate team for the wonderful belt and the 2 lovely cakes. thanks everyone it is the happiest birthday of my life

i am so angry at myself how could i have lost 7-0 i thought that was left in the freakin past i freakin screwed the selection up. though i won the 2nd match 4-1 it was not enough to bury my anger. i freakin no stamina no good techique to show maybe im just not good enough for karate. ever searching for what i can do well ever searching. how do i beat terrence seems that ppl with the name terrence always wins me darn it give me the strength so that i can win the courage so that i can attack the knowledge so that i can defend